who's deep into biblical insight unto the LORD?

I have been a Christian since I turned 15 years old and I'm 55 now (1-9-2011). I have many perceptions that are deep within my heart. I long for such biblical fellowship and such longing only goes so far in this chaotic world. So, rather than post occassional thoughts and ideas on other people's blogs, such as it has been, I want to start the process of writing into a single location my heart's cry ... to finally find a place wherein which I can begin to share and explore the tenants of my internalized insights. So, assuming I don't just delete this first post, I begin.